Monday, May 31, 2010

Adam

Happy Birthday, Adam. You are such an amazing father. Every time this little boy sees you, that smile lights up and I know he loves his daddy. I am amazed every passing day by how much our little man looks and acts just like you. I know he will turn out to be the most incredible person having someone like you to lead him in life. I never could have dreamed to have had a sweeter baby and a sweeter man. We love you so much.








Sunday, May 23, 2010

It's very late and I am exhausted. Tonight, I will not get much sleep either. My body hurts and my brain needs a recharge. The thought of the morning is the most dreaded thing to phathom right now.






But then I remembered...





I get to wake up this face...





And suddenly morning can't get here fast enough...

























Wednesday, May 5, 2010

As a new parent, I am beginning to think a lot about the future. I wonder everytime we start something new if I am doing the right thing in Hayden's best interest. So far, he seems to be a happy baby, but I know I am not perfect and there will be mistakes. I also know that someday, in the far...Far...FAR distant future (ok, maybe not so far) when my little baby grows up, he will make those choices and decisions for himself. But for now, I will continually strive to choose the paths for him that will further him in life.

But still those questions emerge about what he will do: Will he play T-ball like mommy hopes or football like daddy? Will he be kind to people and understand compassion? Will he be the sweet gentleman his daddy is? Will he answer the great question, "What came first the chicken or the egg"? Will he travel the world and be famous? Will he climb Mount Everest? Will he like the mountains and being an Aggie like we are conditioning him to be? (c: Or will he break our hearts and go to t.u.? I don't know what the future holds and what my child will choose to do, but for now, we are exploring some options...

Like whether or not engineering is in his future, as he figures out how to arrange and solve puzzles that are far beyond my understanding.




And trying out motivational speaking, where he can challenge people to change their lives for the better.







Maybe he might become a concernt pianist. Johann Von Hayden...He does have German heritage...



Or play in a rock and roll band!!!! ROCK FOR LIFE!







We also dabble from time to time in fashion. The kid has always loved blue. Dolce and Baby anyone?







Maybe he will be a comedian and have everyone in fits...well, he already does that for mommy!







And let's just hope he doesn't become a nudist...







Well whatever he does, I just hope he continues to be this sweet boy I know him to be. I love you little man. You rock my whole world!